13 January 2007, 9:00 PM : STRESSSSSSSSSS writes:
ohh i felt so stress !! not for studies but for those school works , admin stuffs . it's definitely not a nice feeling . ): i feel like quiting being a monitress . but after some things i've completed , i felt so .... relieved and felt so fulfilling . tht's the strength tht kept me goin , perhaps ? ohhh .. wadever . and teacher gave me too much burdens . and i cant even not brim book .. *sighh* i disappointed her for not bringing a book ? ohh .. it's just a book !! for goodness sake . for a chemistry practical book , im down for detention . first in my entire schooling life . perhaps two ? if last year one counted , the slacking one ? i got so fed-up jus to get the 15 of them out of the classroom and to line up . they're lik complaining this and tht . "why are we stil lining up after school ?" , etc etc etc .. *AHHHHHHHHHHHH ! * and i stood infront of the class and kept quiet . since no one listens to me , i see no point shouting and screaming . i left the class , and stood outside . finally , they're willing to leave the classroom and leave AS A GROUP . we reached the staffroom area when teacher finally out , we were asked to go back to class , again . we done a 8qns chemistry w/s and im allowed to leave . and yes , im the first one to leave . i went down to look for deardear . he's in his classroom .
we wenttu the np room tgt and i told him how difficult it is managin the class .. perhaps , im not a good one who can lead the class well like any others .. then we wenttu eat and for training . during training , grace and i wenttu the toilet , i wanted to look at the mirror actually but we ended up hlping linghui and avelyn rolling clays . lols . when we are spotted thru the reflection , we were ASKED to go out . lols . we had ceremony and blahblahhblahhhh ~ and i lost weijie's and lipjin's s.s hols hmwk in np room ! AHHHHH !! mr azahar wants me to collect them and pass it to him during training ? after training ? or even before training ? i left it on top the rifles rack and put smth over it to stop it from flying away . but , after training , the w/s was GONE ! as well as those broken parts from those rifles . it's definitely some ***** cleared it WITHOUT asking and LOOKIN at them . *AHHHHHHHHHHH* it's the second time i lost my frens' hmwk !! first , supeng's 'O' lvl tie-and-dye work piece . NOW , weijie's and lipjin's hols hmwk . AHHHHHHHHH !! how stupid can i be ! and i left my bottle in my classroom and i`m not even aware of it . i`ve been forgetting things every now and then .. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!! ):
today's ssgt test , was fast . very fast in fact .. we done those drills and MOI . tht's it . well , it's a retest . so it ought to be easier . lols . some wasnt there today for the retest . it's like disadvantage . nurul was sick due to food poisoning . and she cant have her retest ! it's so unfair to her can ! but wad can we do ? ): *get well soon girl !*
went for lunch at burger king . accompanying siao-bastian . dear was like .. we accompany u , then u eat .. lols . in the end , he said tht he wanna eat . hahhs . how pig can he be ? (: and so , we brought two sets . i shared with deardear . and sebby had his own . it's so... soooo .. bigg meal . hahs . after tht , went home .. dear's having tuition . and his tuition hmwk not done yet . when i returned home im like , SLEEP !! hahhs . i slept til late afternoon and now , im energetic . (: but soon , i'l get tired .
are we the same us , again ?
or was it another lie ?
