today , i waited again .. thursday lerhhs . he mention tht he wanttu watch movie ? thursday lerhhs .. i waited for 4days lerhhs . yes , today he did ask me if i wanttu join them . but .. his yes was so ..... .. . as if i forced him to say yes .. everything is like .. he got friends , girlfriend is not important anymore . or , he had never treat me important at all ? i jus cant ... stop crying .. but he dunno that every tears i drop was al because of him .. al this while am i wrong ? i kept playin [xia xue] this song .. frm fahranheit . it's like so nice ? and so ... suit my mood now ? what am i exactly to him ? the past 3days , i've been dropping tears because of him . but he just couldnt even care .. the more i think , the more sad i am . sometimes i just hope tht i can sleep throughout the whole holidays . but everynight , the most i wanttu try sleeping , not thinkin about him , his msg , his everything , the most i cant sleep , the most i wanttu think about him , his msg ;; and till the end , tears starts to folw down freely again . i tried understandin him .. the way he treat me now , but i jus couldnt .. is this wad he call "after exams wil not give me tht dun care attitude ?" ; is this wad he call he care for me ? sms exceed is not the reasons nor can it be the excuse . the time i've wait for him , he never seen it . the things i've done for him , he never seen it . surrounding me has so many hypocrites . the best of all , u never know when are they true to u . u wil jus blindly trust them so much and in the end , u're been backstabbed . the more i think of him , the more hurt i inflicts on myself . the more hurts i inflicts on myself , the more i hate other people . where is the he i once noe ? does he noe tht im stil waiting ? does he noe tht im stil here ? wil he noe the things i've done for him ? wil he noe the tears i've drop for him ? what wil he noe ??

my third bro had jus received his $8ooo salary for doing nothing ? l0ls . i dunno . he noe tht i wan fahrenheit cd , and gave me $1o ? how generous is he . LOLS . afteral , thnkks bro . (:


wo de shang xin you sui dong ?
wo de yan lei you sui guan ?
wo de xiang nian ni zhi dao de , bu shi mah ?
tears isnt the best way to relieve sadness .
it is the most hurtful way ..
butttt , who knows ? he don't .... ... ... .. .

a little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin.

DANIELLE [[:


Repeat after me, "DAN-yell"
A little SuperHero Girl . (:


27th May
When she'll be turning a year older
&&
She loves WuChun,
as well as Fahrenheit
and NathanielHo.

She scoops ice-cream;
&& entertain kids . [[:


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