13 November 2006, 9:33 PM : dear , i love u . (: writes:
stock-checkin completed ! (: had so much fun thr . esp with my feizhhu . XD we played arnd but we stil managed to get things done alright . l0ls . it's been a week or so since i meet him . afteral , we did meet ! XD hmms . after stock-checking , acc him home and outta we go ! (: of cus , i didn't went up . he wun invite me up derhhs . l0ls .
yupps . wenttu vivo for a movie ! went thr so many times but it's the firsttym we watch movie thr . LOLS . watched [material girls] . wasnt a bad show . and rachel , I UNDERSTAND THAT SHOW ! (: the place was so damn cold larhs . l0ls . it's very very very cold . l0ls . and the seats was so damn not nice to sit larhs . waste money ! l0ls . if i could choose , i choose cathay threate . l0ls . it's the best ! (: and it's the firsttym we sit in the middle throughout our entire movie times tgt . l0ls .
hmms . after movie , we went for a walk . a boring one . l0ls . vivo is so not nice to shop . l0ls . so we went out to get some ease from cold . then we wenttu the playground ! l0ls . it's so nice can . esp anything with my dearest feiizhu . (: hmms . i asked him .. "did u realise that u do not treat me like u used to?" i thottu myself a long time before i could get myself to ask him . the reply was a simple one . he asked back . "was it because i dun talk to u often ? i dun go out with u often ?" then , i stopped thinking .. dunno whttu say .. it's so hard to answer that . then , i started thinking to myself . lots of stuffs i think .. then , the whole way off back to bedok , we hardly tok .. the mrt trip was the worse .. i hugged him and i suddenly feel tht it might be the lasttym i gettu hug him . i thot of asking if he realise that thr is smth missing in our rship . but , i couldnt get myself to ask .. my eyes started to turn watering ; so i kept telling myself tht i cant and i mus never let a tear drip . so i stiff and stiff .. til thr's a slight change ? things get a lil' better . *relieves*
well , when i got home , i couldn't help it . tears stream down lik a water fountain .. then i think it through ! i must talk to him ! i cant always be that childish one , right ? so i picked up my courage and talked to him . but the result wasn't that good . wel , at least i've tried ! hope that things wont get worse . have faith ! jiayouus ! (:
hms . tml meeting him agn .. (: he forgottu get my forms and pack list for ssa camp . so tml meetin him to get it . though take le jiu go home . ): at least gettu see him right ! -think positively-
guess i needda think is through ! it isnt good to say others tryin to sow discord . mayb im thinking too negatively ? mayb things wasnt lik it's seen ? look at the positive side yeah ? sometimes , lies is better than truth .
positive thinking is meant for people lik me .who always thinks negatively and got hurt in the end .childish acts which lead us to this state .a change is for a better start and a smoother journey ahead .i'l change for you !
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