01 November 2006, 1:08 PM : 1st-nov* writes:
for the half day i've wasted doing nothing .. well , at least i've rescused my accessories ! (: lols . long story ~ hmms . was waiting for his bridging to end .. hopin tht he wuld ask me out .. so i wait ; waited .. till , FINALLY ! his bridging had ended ! (: he didn't ask me out .. ): i can't do anything .. he couldn't care a lil' more for me . 4days not meeting him . yst he stil went out with frens for bbal . den me , waiting for the least hope tht he wuld ask me out .. im stil waiting ....... he might not even wanttu ask me out for the whole two mths ? -sighh- he said tht he wanttu watch movie this week .. tis week had onli 7 days . 3days had past ; still ... -sighh-
alrighhhhhhht .. i'll stil continue to wait .. .. .. .. .. but who knows im waiting lik a fool ? he don't ..
im not lik a fool who others can push arnd . she sticks arnd with him so close , as if she noes him wel . i dun wanttu say her .. but ... i dunno .. he chose nottu tell me the names ;; and she chose nottu tel me the truth . wht am i ? no reply ;; wad is this ? tml .. going out .. treatin me lik a fool ? agn ?! i tried to tolerate everything i can .. but this is been far too much . im not transparent ... never wil i be .. gimme the least respect i ought to receive , tel me the least things that i ought to noe .. . . .. ...
-if things worsen ; i think i will hate lots of ppl . esp ****** *******-
for the least thing you could do is to care more for me ..i'm stil waiting.........
time now is 10.40pm . jus finish chattin with tht super smart derhhs mr petty [jonathan] .(: well . that's not impt .. there's a very sad story tht feiizhu told me jus now .
There was a person who was badly hurt .
Who was in a very very bad situation .
It is like the person was in ICU ,
it might be transfer into normal ward and recover .
Or it might die anytime .
The person might be dying soon .
Or , there might be a miracle coming .
The person is struggling ..
It might be ... might be only ..
It is not strong .
It is dying very soon ..
Very very soon ..
Why not just kill that person?
*i continued*
But, that person stil have the will to continue his life .
We can't probably be so cruel to end his life .
There is stil a sparks of miracle .
It is strong .
Very very strong .
It is stil waiting for miracle to appear .
To enlight its torment and colourfied its life .
Why don't we give that person a chance to continue its life ?
i cried so much when i heard this story . nan dao ni zhen de bu xiang ge ta yi ke huo xia qu de ji hui mah ? ta hai shi na me de jian qiang de .. it stil wanttu continue its life . why don't we look into a different side of the story ? instead of been cruel , we give it a chance to live . miracles wil appear . it wil recover . things wil get better .. only if we are willing to grant it its will to continue its life . only if we are willing to grant it its wish to continue its life , we will then be able to know that it is not wrong to grant its wish . only if we are willing to try ..
mei ke ren dou you zi ji he wang yong you de .
ta men dou you quan li qu zuo ta men yao zuo de shi .
ta men sui ran bu neng qu gei ta men de ming yun ,
dan shi , ru guo wo men ken gei ta na me yi ci de ji hui ,
na me ta men de shen ming bu jiu hui you yi dao xing fu de guang mang mah ?
-everyone have the chance to have what they want .
they have the rights to do the things they want .
although they cannot change their fated life ,
at least , if we were willing to give them a chance ,
they wil be able to live their life even more meaningful .-
