09 October 2006, 10:20 PM : perhaps ; writes:
hohhs . i'm back blogging already . (: i've been rotting at home this few days .
VERY boring . ! ! i tried making the days to pass as FAST as possible . and i did .. yes .. i did sleep ; eat and shit . ha .. nahhs . i spent the time , on sleeping of course . and on baking cookies !! (: tell you guys the truth , im actully famous amous creator . ha .. XD
my pig went working for 3days for 8hrs . thus im rotting at home . l0ls . and yupps . smth happened yst night . whts more ? quarrel lorhs . over stupid things . )': today he aren't working .. yet ..... haishh . okays . for the whole day , he didnt tried to contact me or smth . and i did tried to call him . i gottu pick up lots of courage just to phone him okays . dunno whts wrong with me .. it's seems to be so hard to call him now . very sad to say .. when i finally got the courage to let the phone rings more than once , no one answer .. it really made my mood bad . for the whole day .. at least he should tried phoning me up yeahs ? or tried messaging me ? yet .. nothing .. nothing from him .. it's been a day without his msg nor calls . he can actually treat it as if nothing's happening without contacting me . perhaps ............... *bad thots*
thnks goodness tht my bro allowed me to play with his psp . if not i wil be sitting at somewhere around the house trying to waste my time away .
just now when i received favien's msg , how i wished to call him str away . he said that he wil be thr when i needed someone to talk to . afteral , he stil have his work to do . sometimes i really hope that things wil be like as before . i dun need to be strong like a bull , he wil be there .. i dun need to cry like an insane , he wil be there . now .. no msg , no calls .. it seems like im nothing to him . he might stil be playing basketball happily with his frens . messaging happily with his FRENS .. sometimes i just wanttu noe if im really the one .. or izzit just that hard to just leave me a msg or call me ? izzit that hard to just make me know tht he is stil there for me ? perhaps ..................................... perhaps ;;
i dont think that im ought to be treated liddat .
at least show me some care and concern that i ought to receive .
you might be thinking that ;; not msging you : cause my sms had exceed ?
not calling you : cause i dont dare to ?
what a joke to be said ...
i believe that everyone supposed to be showed AT LEAST some care and concern at the right time ? perhapps ;;
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