do people in a relationship feels that you are a burden for another party ? when your boyfriend accomadates with you in everything . even the thing that he despise most , he too do it because of you . will you feel touched or will you feel that it is a --of course thing ? for me , of course i feel touched . it is never a --of course thing for the one you love to do the things for you in a COMPULSORY way . sometimes , i feel that im a burden for him . i seems to have created more problems for him . he stayed back late just to accompany me . he spends his study time to chat with me on phone . he go to for a programme which he is not interested on for me . he tried his best to make me feel like the most fortunate girlfriend in the world . he accomodates with my wildness and jokes . he never fail to make me smile everyday . he feel stress in his studies , yet he still accompany me .


i feel very sorry when the consent form is submitted , he comes telling me that he does not want to go for the national camp . infact he had never want to go in the first place . it seems like im forcing him to do the things that he dont want . because of the camp , he got to miss out a day lessons and his tuition . this might affects his lessons somehow or another . haiishh . and because of the camp , he got to miss his sergeant test too . sometimes , i think that im asking too much for him . im just been too much . too hard for him to take it ? but im sure that he will never tell me when he gets tired with my wildfulness and stubborness . can i be the one who he can talk to when he need a listening ear ? the one he turn to when he need helping hand ? the one who can share his sorrow and pain , happiness and excitement . been the first one who he would turn to when he have a piece of good news . i want to be the girl who he wants . am i asking too much or i will never be that girl ? someone please tell me . . . haiishh .


yupps . today got np training for those sec1s and 2s who wants to do well in their test tml . thats good . and of course , not real training , im like a craze with the sec1s and 2s . i played around with the chinese commands . hahhs . sound stupid i know . hahhs . AHHHHHH . the huge PIMPLE on my nose is make a nuisance of me . everyone saw it was like rubbing their nose and laughing at me . haiishh . so what i have pimple ? -.- hahhs . friends were like saying i m the red nose reindeer . hahhs . cute nick isnt it ? hahhs . but i never want this nick anymore .


today SL meeting was fun too . it was a dance lesson ? hahhs . we were like dancing around . hahhs . for national day larhhs . hahhs . yeahhs yeahhs . after tuesday celebration , it is HOLIDAY ! but thursday got camp . 4days camp . sians ? hope not lohhs . heard that got fireworks ? hahhs . funny . . . nice weekend i hope so . hahhs . tml having some lance corporal and corporal test . haiishh . taking the sec3s for their corporal test . haiishh . next friday is our sergeant test . haiish . unable to tak it . in camp lohhs . dont know whether teacher will allow us to take it tml anot . hope that he allows ? yupps . hope so . . .

a little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin.

DANIELLE [[:


Repeat after me, "DAN-yell"
A little SuperHero Girl . (:


27th May
When she'll be turning a year older
&&
She loves WuChun,
as well as Fahrenheit
and NathanielHo.

She scoops ice-cream;
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