in class alone , usingg thhe computter . not sure whether to or not to wait for him after his engglish remedial . getting tiredd of my life . yesterday , quarrelled with him again . same old problem occuringg us thhe past 5monthhs . whht more i need to say ? haiishh . i dun wanna be sadd over thiis ever agaiin . the same problem , thhe same answer . . but my eyes is not blindd . *sighh* ):


today's school just go on liddat . but PE today was okayys . withh the 'ceimo ceimo' dance . sound rather lame i noe . but , wht to do ? l0ls . haiishh . getting tiiredd of life . haiishh . 4 more days to 5th monthh lerhhs . thrs no excitement , no nothing . i bet thht thiis 5th monthh anniversary is just lykk anyy normal day . . nothing special . actualli , i longedd to receive a surprise anniversary frm him . but i guess , im thinkking too muchh . now i dunno whht to do . . shall i go home ? or should i wait for him ? i supposedd , even i wait for him , he will still wanttu go home after meetingg . i see no point . . i dunno whht i wann anymore . . hope thtt my life wil turned out fine . clear sky after a rain . haiishh . saddisticME


at home:
no one seems to understandd how im feelingg now . unfair tto him ? haiishh . ): itts seems likk everythingg is my fault . perhapps , itt is . i didd not wait for him . . he askedd me to go home . then , i shall do it then . . maybb he does not wann me to destroy his peaceful andd fun after`school hours . so i went home alone . . i reachedd home at about 2.2o . so early . . i dunno whht to do now . . go roller bladingg andd makke my thotts run wild till it leave me when thhe windd blow towardds my face . sit infrntt of the computter ; tv and let myself be numbb by all the love stories show . im realii feeling very badd now . . haiishh . today met him , he askked me wanttu eat , i said no , den returnttu school lerhhs . my life doesntt seems to be as colourful as before . haiishh . . i guess his remedial hadd endded . . but i yet receive his msgg . . haiishh . guess im bringingg too muchh problems to him . . no msg , no calls . . maybb thhts derhhs type of life he wann . . nvm . ppl justt thinkk thhtt im unfair to him . . i no longger longged for a surprise anniversary . . it does not mean anythingg now . . im always thhe one whho are puttingg him in a difficult position . perhaps , he gonna be even happier without me intruding his life . . haiishhh .


saddedd . . just now waikin called me and i pickked up the phone . he thott thht i m those lil' gal who pickks up the phone . -.- haiishh . regardingg his bdae party . . yupps . but saddly , it lies on sat . . OUR5th monthh . anws , oso not sure whether are we goingg out or not . . dden i called him . . askked him whether he wanttu go . . after asking , i str away say okayys andd byebye . . i cantt believe it . . i just put down thhe phone . haiishh . sadd enuff . he didntt bothered to msg me nor call me backk . . haiishh . ): how tragic can i be . im been unfair to him ? haiishh . . i realli dunno whhts withh me . . ):

a little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin.

DANIELLE [[:


Repeat after me, "DAN-yell"
A little SuperHero Girl . (:


27th May
When she'll be turning a year older
&&
She loves WuChun,
as well as Fahrenheit
and NathanielHo.

She scoops ice-cream;
&& entertain kids . [[:


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